After watching this disturbing video I made an attempt to verify that it was genuine. It has gone viral so even Zelensky had commented on it. But no one knows who the victim is or was. Half a dozen names have been used and the details are unclear as well with several different stories told. This is the same pattern has been associated with most of the well known hoaxes that have become popular and then been debunked. I could go into more details about the problems with the video itself, but I would be wasting me efforts here obviously.
I am of course happy that you have been able to pleasure yourself by fantasizing about my thought process, something which you do not seem to actually use. Maybe a trip to see the wizard could help. ;)