I am so sorry about your mom!!! Hugs to you!!!
Losing my mom has destroyed my world.
Thanks, I lost my Dad first and my Mom a year later. My best friend a year later. Tough times those were. They were old and had a good life. They were great parents. All their Grandkids also adored them.
As time passes it gets easier, but there are still moments that you will get those emotional overloads thinking mostly of all the good and fun times you shared with them.