I often wish I was a believer in a Divine power, but my ability to reason prevents me.
***It is not your ability to reason that prevents you, it is pride. 10 year olds have the ability to reason towards belief in a Divine power but prideful adults have that ability clouded, just like you have shown here.
Harsh and wrong. It is my logical thought process. While I believe there is intelligent design behind the Universe, I have never seem empirical evidence it is controlled by an active involved god. I've been looking all my life.