I have tears reading this.. I am so sorry for your loss. I am praying for you.
Thank you for caring so much.
She was my life since loving her at first sight in 1973 and married lovingly since 1975. Still hard to believe this empty home is permanent and she will never be back.
I pray God will have mercy on me and allow me to go to Heaven someday to be reunited with her and with Him, regardless of my faults. I still love her.
Best,
f b