It’s perfectly natural to argue with the fact provider when you don’t like a fact, so don’t beat yourself up over it.
Unless someone you care about gets really sick and they failed to protect themself with a vaccine because of misinformation you helped spread. Definitely do beat yourself up about it if that happens.
An exchange littered with sophistry, name-calling and "ifs" on your part is neither debate nor real discussion.
( 935,336 US deaths over twenty-six months / 331,449,281 population of US ) x 100 = 0.282 % mortality rate.
Source: https://coronavirus.jhu.edu/
The CDC site shows 930,811, something less than Johns Hopkins University's Coronavirus Resource Center. All "official" sites report rather similar numbers for the US.
Thus, across the two plus years of the pandemic event, JHU and CDC data say that about 99.72 % of Americans have not succumbed to this deadly virus.
( 5,888,779 global deaths / 7,928,690,901 global population ) x 100 = 0.074 % mortality rate.
Among the official CDC's data is the tale. Covid-19 has been and remains survivable by 99.72 % of Americans.
Scary graphs and name-calling don't affect that. Nor does "if."