But you don’t know and can’t know.
All your posts on the vax sound an awful lot like trying to convince yourself the vax is doing something positive for you, like wishful thinking or convincing yourself you made the right decision but are not really sure.
My brother is obese, has high blood pressure, is diabetic, has kidney disease, is alcoholic, got Covid and said it was just a bad cold for a few days. No big deal.
So you can’t know how you would have dealt with it unvaxed. Nobody really knows why it hits some harder than others and some die from it who shouldn’t have and some who you expect to didn’t.
Unvaxxed have 14.9 times the chance of dying over vaxed.
I will continue to take my medical advice from medical professionals