“You might want to read a few studies on just how the brain works in regards to addiction.”
I have personal experience to rely on.
Benzodiazepines are the most addictive substances known to man. And like alcohol, once addicted you cannot go cold turkey. It will kill you.
I know what it’s like to be sober for years, then out of nowhere comes the strong urge.
I know also the devastation of addiction, having lost jobs and two wives.
Congratulations on your sobriety. I am sorry for what you loss because of addiction. I pray God is always guiding you to stay on the right path.