You are not alone. There are many like us and the number is growing rapidly as more and more people are touched directly by loss of everything. Voices will be rising very soon.
I anticipate a huge backlash against the elderly starting around 2024. The younger generations are going rip away the financial support and make a huge Euthanasia push. Kind of like a Logan’s Run situation. For every action there is an equal opposite reaction. When the younger generations see the total economic cost relative to the number of deaths and see their own futures destroyed - watch out!
This will all be laid at the feet of Trump. The media and Democrats will go on a blitz later this summer blasting Trump for overreacting and destroying the economy. Bank on it. Trump is currently holding a losing hand and I think he knows it.