When you have a facial deformity and your nose was ripped off your face making you look like Michael Jackson, and have a crooked face, and a big wound bump on your head, and have infected hernia mesh chemicals mixed with fecal matter coming out of your arse and mouth.. oh and then to top it off had a lucifer beast curse on your head for most of your life.. the world is not too accepting of ya.. big deal.. it’s not oppression... it’s frickin awesome. It’s awesome and nothing but gratitude cause the Holy Father and Holy Son took you by the hand and showed you the truth of the spiritual battle and had mercy on you. The more oppressed you are in the crap world the better off you are. You want good karma in this rathole? for what? to have a nice little life with the rest of the crowd and this fake image world? No thanks. Renounce it all.. and maybe the Holy Father will let us in the holy realms, where eternal freedom is.
You have a great perspective on life - the last shall be first.