Wow. If you’re a smidgen more conspiracy-minded than I am, you’re pretty far gone, lol!
Sometimes I fake sanity, a very good skill to have. Not sure which is more difficult though—for a lunatic to act like he’s sane, or for a normal person to fake insanity.
I was brought on board by my 2nd husband. Then Qx really kicked it up several gears in my understanding.