It would never occur to me to compare my words to red letter words in the Bible. I try to live by them and fail far too often, as all of us mere sinners, forgiven but mere sinners still, tend to do. As for yourself, well, you belong in the same classification. Remember that.
And it also is crystal clear that you are playing rope a dope with God, as so many Christianesque people do.
The result? You might get a doghouse in heaven.