“I know this is an indelicate thing to say, but I find photos of nuclear explosions hauntingly beautiful and fascinating.”
You ain’t the only one.
I remember back in the days of black and white tv a station did a show about nuclear testing.
The narrator said something about the US testing the largest nuclear weapon ever and the screen was filled with the image of a nuclear explosion.
My great uncle was sitting across the room but I heard him whisper “the hand of God”.
I have been fascinated by images of nuclear explosions ever since then.
I read everything I could find in the library on nukes back in the days of youth.
I'd much rather see images than the real thing, though.