Hang in there, Snowflake. The FDA just approved Xtasy for use as an antidepressant.
They approved a phase three trial to study it as a treatment for PTSD. There have been a bunch of GI's who have really benefited from this in phase two studies who previously had no effective treatment. If this works for them, It's amazing. And, yes, I know you were joking but there may be some real benefit in this line of study.