You’ve been here a long time as an active and level headed poster, so I don’t think you’re a trolling disrupter, but you’re definitely infected with Eeoreism.
Use the power of positivity and put aside the negativity. Win or lose, negativity will never get you anywhere you want to go.
You need to learn the power of realism. Sticking your head in the sand and avoiding facing uncomfortable facts because you can’t take the stress is not the way a rational or successful person behaves.
He’s one of those old Cruz guys from the primaries.