You service to the country is not in question, it is you backdoor method of helping Hillary that questions your service.
I listened to the great one podcast today telling all voters that the moral choice is to vote Trump, then spend a hour lambasting him. That is insanity.
I too have been conflicted at times in the back and forth he has done. Some of it valid other times though like you I question the motive. He states it is for principles of conservatism and pulling him on message and back to the right. To some extent I agree. Both sides have their motives . Trump fighting like a junk yard dog where there are no rules and Levin for what remains of conservatism. This has been one very intriguing campaign to say the least