I am beginning to feel the same way.
I also am beginning to wonder if those who are not looking for Christ, and in fact are actively opposing those who are waiting for the Blessed Hope (Titus 2:13), are going to be left behind. I know that may sound harsh, but I am starting to wonder.
I read the parable of the wise and foolish virgins, and I am trying to come to grips with what Jesus meant to convey.
https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Matthew+25&version=NKJV
The oil is metaphor for The Holy Spirit. Those who were without oil have no Holy Spirit within to resonate at the calling out.
There are many that are deceived by a “church” of this world.
I watch, in horror, as “churches” are siding with dividing Israel. When the Antichrist and the False Prophet are officially ensconced, some may realize their error.
These things shall come, obviously. We are definitely getting closer to them.
I have never seen so many “churches” endorse antichrist doctrine; what with their favorite politician.
Most all are on board with dividing Israel for “peace”. They are blissfully ignorant of what the Scripture teaches in these areas.