I know the feeling
I love to talk to women and ultra gorgeous young women don’t make me nervous like they would have at 25
But to them I’m a relic at best or a meal ticket at most
Were I widowed or divorced now I’d be an old fool for sure....
They are just so delicious
However I like being married
It suited me well after mid 30s
I have been single for a long time. Not thrilled about it. Getting long in tooth and late in the game for me.