Or the person cut up into a hundred pieces and stuffed into a freezer. Suicide note indicated that he just couldn’t take life anymore.
Don't take that purported "suicide note" seriously. Three word-class forensic document examiners concluded that it was NOT WRITTEN BY FOSTER! Additionally, it was found torn into something like 28 pieces. Would anyone go through the trouble to write a "suicide note," then rip it up into pieces, and then go ahead and commit suicide anyhow? Seriously doubt it.
Furthermore, the subject matter of the alleged "suicide note" was not typical for a person about to take his life.