“I went the other way- away from the light- and wound up in hell”
It’s not that you necessarily went the other way. In order to pass into heaven you must go through the dark realm which acts as an etheric fence to keep souls out of Heaven that are not supposed to be there.
The tunnel with light shining through it is the portal that opens for souls to cross through this dark realm. Without God’s Love shining through the portal onto your soul (which casts out all fear), the perception of the mis-shapen beings in the dark area create fear which acts as ballast causing the soul to not be able to cross over into Heaven.
It’s not that you went to hell. It was not your time to cross over. You had some very important lessons to learn for your soul to grow. When it is your time, the portal will open up and you will have no doubt.
no no- i went hte other way- I was i nhell- it wasn’t simpel darkenss- it was hell- overpowering, suffocating, unbearably hot- screams of souls i couldn’t see- creatures/insects crawling all over me but i couldn’t move to escape them- and I was ‘given a test’ by God- I had to count sounds- and at first I was able to keep up- but the sounds got faster and faster, and I couldn’t anymore, and I wept- then the voice said “Don’t’ worry, you don’t exist”- and then the real hell began- complete nothingness- it was absolutely frightening- being aware of nothingness somehow- an eternity of this strange mix of awareness and ‘not existing’
Like I said- it was a very powerful experience- whatever it was- I personally believe it was misfiring synapses as i was slipping away- I had a fever of 106 and went into convulsions, and i believe the synapses were misfiring and brought on this ‘vivid dreaming’ state- but again- wow- it was as if it actually happened it seemed so real