It’s hard to lose a friend. And Rush has been an important friend for a long time. It’s like a death. And so the five stages of grief apply: Denial, anger, bargaining, depression, acceptance. I’ve gone through it myself. It takes a while before you get to number five. I’m not sure I’m there yet. There’s an undercurrent of anger by feeling betrayed by someone who was so trusted and now doesn’t mind lying. He seems to have thrown his values to the wind. I only check into this thread to see what’s going on. Don’t listen any more. And yes, from all the posts it’s clear the situation with Rush is still bad and getting worse. And oh it’s getting so booooorrrring.
I’ve wondered if there isn’t a personal problem of some kind in the mix. Sooner or later that will hit the fan. Very sad.
I feel like this.
I have lost a great friend in Rush.
Concern for me is that he appears to have lost himself.
We may never know why.