Sounds like you are miserable. Perhaps you need to go away. Why be miserable? I know it’s tough not getting your way all the time. But as I tell my kids when they have a spoiled brat attack, if you can find a better home go for it. That usually shuts then up real quick.
Oh, I am not miserable, personally. I do concern with the country that I will leave for my grandchildren. I know quite well what the Left are trying to do, and it is troubling. But, the nonsense that comes from this forum from so called conservatives is another thing. Those of us who have been the voices of conservatism on this forum for 15 years are constantly shouted down and attacked. So, be it. Have your way and live with the consequences.