Take a Valium because you are insane.
See your Psychiatrist first thing tomorrow.
Tell him you have been brainwashed by a first-rate snake oil salesman and see if he can help you.
Although I had clients for many year with psychosis and other ailments I don’t have the patience for it now.
Ad hominem. You lose.
If you are a health care provider, BUMQA probably should investigate you for patient abuse. You are a mentally ill abusive person.