You let me know when God kicks his ass.
Have you ever considered that God may just send someone like me to do His will?
You’re like those Jews who were being herded into the gas chambers believing right until the last second God would save them. In fact God was weeping that those Jews weren’t killing Nazis and their enablers with their bare hands.
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May send someone like you? Or are you hankering to jump ahead of His parade because you are hankering for the glory?
Have you ever traced the actual spiritual history of that set of Jews, by the way. Very carnal and self glorifying at that point.
Eventually God did help, but it was after a large toll was taken. This is 100% biblical. This is also 100% un-PC to say.
I am not following a carnal parade any more. God has clearly outclassed that in my life. I have been blessed with just the beginning of insights (how high and wide and deep is the love of Christ) and already that has gone way ahead of where most of the world is.
You are talking out your ass anyhow, unless you have been actually tasked it is a bunch of puffery. I sooner watch for the rhythm, the pattern, the timing of God’s action — which works like music in its precision — and come in at exactly the right place. Which God has already set up for me, I need not presume at all.