Don't be too hard on yourself, lunacy is a mental illness, and you really can't help it. You do need help, either professional or religious help.
I'll pray for you and yes, you are a LUNATIC.
Look at all of your recent threads, how many FReepers agree with your approach to Trump? Many people don't favor Trump, but they are not OBSESSED to the point of LUNACY. You are. Get help.
Check out my recent threads and then come back and apologize.
http://www.freerepublic.com/tag/by:cincinatuswife/index?tab=articles