Wouldn't make it OK, but there is something that could EXPLAIN why she wanted to die, and was willing to blindly kill others in an attempt to :
Get killed at the scene.
Get the death sentence.
Get into jail and out of the family home.
Ugh, man.
I can’t speak for her, but all i can say is that if I ever got to such a dark place where I viewed those as my only possible courses of action, I think I’d just go have a sit down talk with me and Dr. Remington and leave everybody else out of it.
I don’t see how you can decide to take the lives of others no problem, but you don’t have the mettle to take your own first and spare others.
I hope that’s not what she did.