I have already found Him.
I perceive you are immersed in self proud, self congratulating religion that makes you perpetually uncharitable. I have seen a lot of that from Hebraists.
What you snidely posture that you long for, I genuinely do wish for you. But I can’t force it down your throat.
You have “found” a man made caricature of him.
He revealed how to find and follow himself in Matthew 5, but you have openly rejected what he revealed there.
Matthew 7 deals with what will happen with those that take that path.
This isn’t snide; it is what Yeshua said.
I wouldn’t have anyone suffer that judgement.
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