I surmise that this is anti-white culture stance is not necessarily a personal decision but is exacerbated by bully friends, family members and / or racial activists.
friends, family, pop culture, hollyweird, peers.
But not much by activists.
But it is interesting, from the same family of 6 kids, or 11 kids, some of the kids choose to become educated, middle class and some choose the opposite. No good explanation why some from the same environment choose one way and some choose the other way. But it clearly is a matter of choice.
I relate to it personally. I consciously chose that I did not want to be like my older brother. It was a very self-conscious choice a a very early age.