You’re going to have to take that up with the Master at the last judgement.
For those in Christ Jesus there is therefore NOW no condemnation, so I don’t expect being judged at the last judgment because I have been born from above by God’s Promise, not by any striving. Those not in Christ will be there where you apparently expect to have your striving weighed/judged. Good luck with that!
catholiciism has been lying to you. You cannot work your way to worthiness, and by trying to do so you are rejecting God’s Grace in Christ because you are not believing His Promise that He will cleanse you from ALL unrighteousness and make you a new creation.