[silverleaf]

I am so very sorry for your terrible experience
I believe that the mentally ill who are not pure evil are embraced by God when they walk into the light
A priest ( Rollheiser..?) wrote a very good article about how suicide victims are “ too bruised to be touched” in their mental illness and they throw themselves out of their living agony like someone throws themselves out of a burning car
Only God can reach through and touch them and He does

[Shimmer1]

they throw themselves out of their living agony like someone throws themselves out of a burning car

That strikes something within me. That seems like what he did.