Spare me your facile, sophomoric psycho-babble and your infantile use of NLP as a weapon. You sound ridiculous and you don't even know it.
If after what I posted you can't see the issue is the EXTREME limitation on carry rights in this country, both in state and cross state, not to mention the EXTREME difference the the legal protections afforded to off duty cops to protect their families versus the denial of that same power to 300 MILLION of their fellow Americans, then you're irrelevant.
Because like the child you are, your only real position is hey, at least you got yours. But also like a child, you have no idea what your "victory" has cost the people around you - nor do you care.
One thing I've learned in life is not to worry about or get angry at stuff I don't control. Your need to learn that lesson. Unless you can change what you don't like, you will ruin you health with so much hatred and anger pent up inside you. I'm sure you're real pleasant to be around in person /sarcasm/.
I take back what I said earlier. You're the exact kind person who shouldn't own a gun. You have a heavy trigger finger for issues you can't control and for people who have something you don't have. You're anger is disaster waiting to happen.