Thank you for your concern, but I prefer to do this my own way.
I like Catholics just fine, but I liked the Messianic Jews best. They were authentic and this group was not into obeying Mosaic law like some other flavors do. The services were amazing and one got the sense they were actually connecting to something. That was in San Francisco and a long time ago, and I haven’t found anything like it elsewhere.
I’m still going to pray for you.