I’ll let you know when I think it’s enough.
Ah. Thank you.
FWIW, you just admitted you shouldn't have a say in the matter because you are not in control of your feelings. And if people like you were allowed to rule, civilization would be destroyed.
Which makes you far more of a danger, historically speaking, than a million Josh Duggars.
Josh recognized he was out of control, did wrong, and honestly sought help and forgiveness.
You, on the other hand, feel justified in your madness.
Because no, blind totalitarian rage without any known limits to doing damage, is not, in fact, helpful to anyone.
So I suggest you do what Josh did - admit you need help, and get it.