Ain’t you special too. CHOOSE and do it.
By the way, those Memories folks are not all agog over “Yeshua” (a name for the Savior guessed by scholars but never directly attested in the bible) but Jesus.
Why are you so concerned? Hypocrite much?
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Total mental break-down now?
You are raving about things that only you experience in your private mind.
Get a grip! - Its all your own private stuff.
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