[TheOldLady]

"I’ve had it. I’m old and I have no reason to want to live."

Please stop that. You have friends and family who all love you a ton. Now, at your lowest, is the time
for you to look up and realize that you do have plenty of people and reasons for which to live.

Bryan and I will see you at the Shoot. YES! We're going because it's in the window between chemo
sessions. I'm not missing it this year, and besides, I want to see Gunner ;-) as well as you and the gang.

[onyx]

I’ve stayed up all night to improve my mood, and it’s working. I have decided I must put this house up for sale ASAP. I hate winter and find it even more depressing.