http://www.amazon.com/s/ref=nb_sb_ss_i_1_16?url=search-alias%3Dstripbooks&field-keywords=american%20spartan%20the%20promise%20the%20mission%20and%20the%20betrayal%20of%20special%20forces%20major%20jim%20gant&sprefix=American+Spartan%2Cstripbooks%2C1087
Thanks Tammy8 .. I did finally find it at Amazon.