You are courageous to share that. Amen, Sister FReeper. America did a Godly thing when it rejected Romney (well, at least was indifferent enough that vote fraud easily tipped the balance toward Obama) even at the price of facing Obama for a second term. Like you, I found myself for the first time asking: Who do I fear more, Obama or God?
I certainly know which one I love more, and that is also the one I fear more!