That’s easy. Just read the Bible. Read the Gospels which show the account of what was celebrated yesterday Matthew, Mark, Luke and John.
It’s not ‘War and Peace’ It’s as long a story as a novel. Just pick it up and read it, catholic or protestant version.
Then pick up a copy of the current ‘In conversation with God’, Fernandez (http://www.amazon.com/In-Conversation-God-Meditations-Volume/dp/0906138191}
Not the whole set, one at a time, just the current (we’re in Easter until Pentecost, which is a month and a half from now. And read just one of the three entries each day after reading the daily readings .
http://www.ewtn.com/devotionals/inspiration.asp
It takes 10 minutes a day. In two months you’ll have a totally different question.
And don’t confuse it with Conversations with God, which is considered heretical.
And don’t let all the other stuff around it freak you out, just read the readings. They’re from the Bible. And they tell the story
You will figure out the answer to your own question
This is a very large stumbling block for me with faith.
I will look at your links.