You can't find ANY? They are ALL corrupted? NO ONE self sacrifices and they ALL have to be self sacrificed?
Gee...that's extreme. I feel VERY sorry for you. Your life is 100% failure.
Go talk to a minister/priest/rabbi. Perhaps one of them has some words of comfort for you. Surely ONE of them might have help for you. SURELY one of them might be a good person.
I said they all have to be self actualized, do you read much?