Your protestations noted, and with the preponderance of evidence available, rejected out of hand.
Preponderance of evidence for evolution? Seriously? Nothing in the fossil record supports the crackpot theory.
Some people claim to believe in evolution because they want to appear intellectual; they don’t want to be seen as toothless inbreds who go to Nascar races. Others believe it because they haven’t investigated it and discovered that it’s a failed theory, a secular cult. And some cling to it for reasons like your own, which you’ve stated elsewhere. So I understand your unwillingness to budge on the subject. Evolution MUST be true, or some uncomfortable truths must be faced.