You, Sir, are nut-so. Count me out of selling my soul.
If it meant that your wife and your children would live free, would you do it? If it meant that while you would spend your life mulling over the lives you’d taken but you spare those horrors from your children and countless others, would you do it?
If defeating the evils of Islam means that I must endure horror, I would do so. And if it meant that my wife and my family were free people, it would make it all worthwhile to me.