Then you're an utter moron, and you deserve the felony, as well as the confiscation of your firearms.
Firearms are to be used when a reasonable person would agree that there is an imminent threat of lethal harm. To draw on someone, with poor trigger discipline, is the absolute definition of reckless endangerment, as well as negligence for the civil suit. You will easily lose on both, as well as showing the Low information idiots that some gun owners are irresponsible dolts. Well done.
Take your lib sounding bullshit and shove it where the sun don't shine.