If being Christian were something you merely did for yourself and for your neighbors, then shoot yeah why not jettison it.
But if being Christian is something you do for a Savior who actually saves, then that’s not quite such a wise move.
No..it is not what I said.
If you have been lucky to have never questioned God about something that has happened in your life then I am truly happy for you.
I had an abusive evil mother who to be honest I was happy when told she was dead. I question God and have since I can remember about the horrific abuse I received.
I question what is happening now.
I love God and have read and studied the Bible. I have prayed that I work towards and that he gives me a more loving heart. Sometimes I am at peace, but other times like now, I am not.
I wish my head could be in the clouds and I could be that person who speaks as if they are better and holier than others. I am just a sinning Believer who prays.
I’m sorry if my not having the luxury of feeling full of goodwill right now bothers you.
I am speaking from the heart of someone who is hurt.