Actually post 30 looks pretty simple and “conspiracy” free, if you have changed your mind about saying that you would have them raped then why not just say so rather than rambling on (and on, and on) like a drama queen?
I’m not interested in your self-appointed, self-annointed version of things, nor do I have to explain myself in light of your baseless, delusional accusations. The only place all this stuff exists is within your insane mind.