It doesn't take a shrink to understand that you are insane with anger mixed with homoerotic fantasies.
The only thing that exists is you projecting things deep in your mind onto me that you desperately desire to do. You keep bending and shaping things to manufacture trumped up allegations based on your delusional fantasies, and as much as you think they exist, they don’t. Spouting all the insane conspiracy theories you want isn’t going to change that.
Those are the facts.
The facts are not on your side.
But you seem factually challenged, so I doubt that will matter.