From your posts, I infer that you are burdened by a great deal of fear. Fear is a common and normal reaction when the future is uncertain, but there does exist relief from fear.
Just trust in God.
Just do what you know is the right thing. Remain faithful to your principles.
And, just trust in God.
OUTSTANDING post. Thank you.
Well guess what Mr. Know it all? There is no fear here, nice try. Take your crappy Oprah swill and sell it somewhere else.