I doubt it. I think you have just bought into the MSM narrative. It is pervasive.
No, I'm not Jewish. My grandfather was a German SS colonel and right after the WWII he fell in love with Cuban cigars and emigrated to Cuba. Myself, I hate Negroes, who are causing so much trouble in the neighbourhood, and I am glad to have eliminated one of the troublemakers.
That's what we expected (with minor variations) and were SHOCKED, SHOCKED, when George said "self-defense".