Just read this. I am so sorry. My sincere condolences to you and your family. May God comfort you and bring you His peace that passes all understanding.
THANKS TONS FOR YOUR KIND CARING AND PRAYERS.
I didn’t expect to feel this significantly more alone because I wasn’t that close to him—though I’d often tried to get closer—he was very effectively resistant to any such on anyone’s part. Yet he blamed others for him being so isolated. LOL.
The most critical thing is that he was ready to meet The Lord Jesus and had forgiven everyone else. PRAISE GOD FOR THAT. Eternity will afford lots of time to make things up on such scores.
May God’s best intimacy, provision, safety, Peace, Love, Hope, Joy and guidance be yours this CHRISTmas season and New Year.