From scanning (jumped to the end where he was journaling what he did) this guy was experimenting with lots of different steroids attempting to boost his own aggression. Obviously the guy is messed up. Uni-bomber level of crazy.
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Agreed about the steroid stuff. I had no interest in reading his psychotic ramblings so I skipped to the “how stuff works” part and his chronology. Very interesting read - and very scary bizarre. This guy has to be a planner/sociopath, living in his own demonic world.
excerpt: “Consider buying the actual seeds for the crop you have selected (as a ruse) and inexpensive equipment together with the fertilizer purchase. This will strengthen the credibility of the transactionas it will act in your favour in relation to avoiding suspicion.”
He later said he felt bad about lying to a Chinese company in order to ensure a timely delivery.
This guy was planning the horrible deeds all along but felt he needed to mention that he felt bad about lying? I hope he is unique...and never sees freedom. He’s worse than Hannibal L.