Your posts are making the rest of us cringe in embarrassment for you. You really need to shut up, sober up, get off this thread, and go ponder your thought processes, character and communication skills. Then clean yourself up and go fill out some job applications for work suitable to your experience and abilities, if you have any.
I have degrees in Engineering and Mathematics, I make 6 figures. I feel blessed. You couldn't hold a candle to the most junior of the people I work with.