Jesse is saying that he did not know what real life is about, but has learned it in the last 20 years since he woke up.
He is talking about how many people never have known peace. Now he helps these people and is blessed to see how to help people. He is talking about a 53 year old man, who shows Jesse where he has cut and burned himself because he is tormented within. Wow, I didn't think men did that.
He says the man said one day before seeing Jesse he was going to buy a gun and something told him to see Jesse...for some reason he felt Jesse could help him, and he told him he was tormented by his HATRED.
Jesse tells him because of his anger his spirit is separated from the real God. Any iota of resentment separates you from God, who can give you peace.
I has nothing to do with color or anything. jesse tells him to overcome his anger, take a moment, a second to calm down. He says close your eyes and be quiet and see if you can hear the clock ticking for a moment.
I told one of my daughters to close her eyes, fold her hands, and think about Antarctica. It works, if you remember to do it!
You can get a copy of Jesse's Be Still CD... BE STILL PRAYER FORMAT
Be Still Prayer
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My comments....they want to corrupt and degrade every corner of the earth because a corrupt and degraded people can be manipulated and controlled. They know how to do it. And its time we woke up!
That’s good that he called Jesse. It’s really neat about life, that we don’t have to go back into our minds to find who started us on the road of resentment; that will happen naturally if we get out of our thoughts and watch for all of those small irritations throughout the day and let them pass. They are the ones that feed the original anger...so very much not seen!